The Season

Time flies; 7th week here in SG & 6th week in NYP :-) 

So far.. Things are pretty good & exciting ! (Though there are times where I just felt super homesick) but I know that's what and why I havta hold on tight and keep moving forward , everyone is behind & beside cheering for me in every step that I'm gona take! Woot woot . 

I just wana thanked God for giving me such a blessed blessed loving family ; I really don't know what I'm gona do without my dad&mom, my bruhhss&gramps! Dad&mom living in Bruland and Bruhs&Gramps living in Msia.. & Theres me in SG .. See how we all stay in diff countries (sobs) but I believe that no matter what, distance is never an issue for us all, even gramps knows how to vid call! Hehe God will always be over my family & I, strengthening this family, pouring His sparkles of love and smiles of joy in this fambam! :) 

Another person whom I thanked God for ; though we both don't really get to hang out or even meet (usually meet before heading to bed where we bumped each other after bath around midnight hahaha) always a cheerful and loving girl! :-) 

GIRLS THAT IM GONNA STAY WITH IN A ROOM FOR TWO YEARS! :D 

mah roommates yo' 

; Jac Jac, who sleeps below me, was awarded the best chef award using rice cooker (by me), & not to forget I FOUND MY WORKOUT BUDDY :D her squats formation are da bomb, like legit squats! & also my StreetWorkout buddy! Hehe! 

; Ivy Vy, the one who sleeps next to me but below lol, super adorable girl who loves washing clothes haha & her bed is filled with stuffed toys esp her BUBU hahaha 

also she love love to sleep talk! 

; last person Pei Yee! Lean longs legs that always disappear during weekends hahaha (going back to JB)  she's always happy go lucky and super loud , the only time its not loud is when she's asleep or she's not in the room haha 

overly attached babes ;  couldn't ask for more than this two lovely amazing friends since primary school , it's been almost a decade (: 

NR1526 <3 gona spend the 3 yrs going thru nursing course with them all! 

Which leads to my lovely subgroup! We're the subgroup 4! Gona spend the entire sem with these people! Believing in improving and presenting more and more better presentation! :-) GOODLUCK to all of us! 

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ; PLACE WHERE I CALLED HOME 💕 @ HoGC together w/ FLFC . The place & people who I always look forward too every weekends & every impromptu bonding sesh ;) it's really amazing to see how so many young generations being saved, serving & on fire for God. A church where they strongly believed in young people, & the services are always so happening & up-lifting. Super amazeballs how God is moving ! 

ending this post (doesn't seem like an update post but it's k I'm gona post another post on places and FOODS) with my dip in nursing uniform where I'm gona wear for 3yrs :) 

A post where it's just something I'm really thankful for being able to have this opportunity to grow to build to strengthen my faith towards God.

Yesterdays Impromptu

them girlfriends and I were supposed to hang out the whole day yesterday, we planned even before I leave Bruland. Because Roselle needs to schedule her working shifts and Gloria is having her finals. but nope. Roselle's mother was admitted to ICU due to mild heart attack for 3 days, so yeah. We have to cancel our meet up sesh. Then, Roselle texted us around 10pm, asking where we are and do we wanna chill at her work place. so we did! she fetch us to and back some more (how nice and willing of her hahahaha because I couldn't drive and Gloria doesn't have a car atm) 

Impromptu catch up sesh with them girlfriends @ The Coffee Clinic

I ordered a Lemon Mojito Mint at first. I didn't know it was so soda-ish (I don't really like taking fizzy drinks) so I gave it to Roselle and asked her to order something more refreshing and light. She ordered this Mango and Strawberry Tea! It was so light (like drinking plain water) but with mango and strawberry aroma. NICE.  

SELFIE TWIME. 

11 years of friendship and more to go! 

MORE SELFIES. 

LDR with these two lovelies of mine for another 10 more years :( pls pls bare with me girls. loving them to bits! couldn't asked for more than having both of these girls in my life, always there whenever I needed help, advices, motivation and more. No matter how busy their life is, they still manage to make some time to reply my lame miserable 'i don't know what to do or say' texts. & of course not only whenever I feel down, always being there for me when my days were happy too! PLUS my never ending shameless selfie I sent to them HAHA and Roselle spamming with her never ending typos and Gloria always having her gula apong and assignments due date HAHAHA 

i'm gonna miss them :( 

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Hello! Its finally the month of April. The month I have been waiting for eiei. Its been two days since I left Bruland & I've got 5 more days left to Singapore! woot woot so eggcited! A new adventure awaits me! :-) I hope and pray that everything will turn out smoothly when I reached Sg (also to other scholars) ; settling student pass, hostel, roommates, school and church (YAY).
My parents will be meeting me there for the first few days, hopefully I have the time to spend some time with them, probably will be free in the night. But of course I want them to have their time alone because it is their so called "honeymoon" because they both haven't had one in a long time so yeah hahaha tho its just three nights and four days lulz.
As I'm back home in Kuching, my eldest brother gave my mom a shocking news, well, not to me but to my parents and gramps especially haha HE WANTS A HUGE TATTOO ON HIS ARMS, I'm not sure what tattoo that is, its like a fish flower pattern kind of thing (i think) well, I'm not surprised. and my brother said its because he wants to also cover up his arm scar (lol?) hahaha lamest excuse brah. of course my mom and gramps said no without hesitation. we expected that tho. but but but mom said that we can have tattoos after we get married HAHAHA so epic. but I do want a tattoo! not sure where or what I should have :\ because its really difficult to not let it show, I just want a tattoo for me myself.

You are Good -

finally get to settle down almost everything right now,

thank you Lord. 

thank you for your leading & guidance throughout this early year of 2015, 

being able to spend some quality time with fambam, 

going to church no matter where I am, 

getting accepted for the nursing scholarship, 

starting school soon after months waiting, 

being able to spend some time with my babes too, 

still keeping in touch with Fung, 

& 

mostly being able to love You more & more 

each day, 

everyday.

I couldn't ask more from You, but only me holding onto Your never ending love, faith, leading, guidance & protection, blessings into my family, my friends, my spiritual family, everyone thats going through rough days & me; 

knowing You will be there for us, wherever we go, whatever we do, 

keeping that faith and trust in You, Father.

I thanked You everyday, when days are rough or when days are good -

because You, Lord is a good God. 

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happy new year everyone! 

hope you guys had a great one last year or shall I say yesterday HAHA (k not funny) 

2014 had truly been an amazing one, it start of alright in the beginning but as time goes by, man, its pretty good, met new people, begin to appreciate life, and etc. 

2014 had taught me a lot too, really grateful for having those people around me :-)

so, 

2015, 

new year

new adventures

welcoming it with love & joy! 

:)

Abba Father

was looking through photos just now, came across "our" first polaroid photo taken during sports day, that was like 2-3 years ago (?) & I still have it with me. All of my ex's photos I deleted right away the relationship ended. But "his", no, I kept it, even when we broke up that time, till today. I deleted every photos of us, but not this polaroid photo. Its not that I still like you or anything , but I feel like I want to remember you, not as a boyfriend/ex but as a friend, a very good friend, a friend who went through most of my ups and downs in life (well my teenage life). I'm really thankful and grateful that I've met someone like you. Even though we both are now going on different paths of our lives, but being able to hear/see you happy with someone or what you're pursuing right now, I'm really happy for you. You're doing really good now, in studies especially. I remember that I used to accompany you till late night just to finish your add.maths homework. I hope I did a good role in supporting and encouraging you during our high school years. If I did not, then I'm truly sorry, I should have done better as a friend. 

I'm not gonna complain and blame whoever or whatever happened in my past. 

In fact, I'm gonna remind myself, 

that is my past, that is my memories, 

& I'm not gonna stay there, I'm gonna walk forward, and leaving it behind, 

it can be my lesson, my mistake;

Its not gonna pull me down, 

because 

I have Jesus that will forgive me, forgive my sins when I confessed it, 

& I will put my 

trust 

& 

faith 

in Him;

believing that He has greater and better plans ahead of me!

love x hope x faith

being alone can be really painful & heartbreaking. 

but what choice do you have?

been asking myself 

" so what now?"

l o v e ?

h o p e ?

f a i t h ?

being able to love or to be loved? 

x

all I want is to make my parents & family proud,

all I want is to graduate, 

all I want is to work & support my family.

but most of all 

all I need & want is God; 

His blessings, peace, love, hope & faith.

blessings                  that I can give to my family,

peace           that I can provide to the community,

love       that I can bring around everywhere I go,

hope                          that I can have for strength, 

faith   that I can have to trust and walk with Him.