Sigh, the loneliness feeling is back.
I try my best not to think about relationships, love, or things related to it.
I don't know why, but I kind of have the feeling of not trusting on love anymore , it doesn't mean that I don't trust a person, but I'm sort of afraid to trust a person who I love. In relationship, not friendships or others.
I'm afraid of making the same mistakes again.
I'm afraid of falling in love but I know that I do have feelings, for him.
But there's still one person who will remain in my heart , no matter what, it doesn't mean that I still love him like how I lve him , or how boyfriend and girlfriend loves each other,
mine's just, in my heart.
But in my mind, I want someone right now to be with me. Sigh how selfish of me.